Pushing the limit

I'm feeling so frustrated.
It's getting hard to love.

Even my internet connection is acting up.
Thank a lot for going against me.

There's only so much one can take.
But I think that "so much" can be built up.

The workload is piling higher and despite me working and working, it doesn't seem to be shrinking. But I'll survive. If others can do it and have done it, so can I. Some call it being too competitive, I just think of it as something to make me press on. I always think that being too easy on yourself makes it more likely for you to give up. Besides, if other people have done it shows that it is possible. I really see no reason why I can't.

It doesn't mean that I don't struggle though.